Don't worry about it I had the same problem after my first marriage ended. The few friends I do have were always trying to line me up with someone. They didn't think I should be a lone, but I like my a lone time. My son even had a hard time with it he thought being a lone meant lonely like a lot of people. I told him no I like myself and enjoy being a lone. Even now that I've remarried I still need my time a lone even from my husband.