On sale on the Martelli site. I have the rotating mat also and like it. You can also purchase it with an ironing pad. But it is heavy. I have taken it to class and it was super helpful.. I also have their big table that goes up and down, tilts. It is amazing. Pretty inexpensive if you can get one at a demo. And same here, just can not get a feel for the cutters! All of the products from Martelli are great!