Armylady2012, it's not that I don't want to, trust me, but I think I better wait another month and see how this chemo and radiation goes. I know that I am extremely tired and it will only get worse before it gets better but if the outcome is I'm cancer free in 6 to 8 weeks it's going to be worth it. I think I had better bide my time for now but I will be back and participating again. You are doing a great job!!