When she told me that she wants me to go to a professional sewing machine mechanic before I tried to start it for any reason, made me feel like she knew, but it wasn’t obvious enough for the reasons why because she didn’t give any more details. I was just so happy to have a chance to be able to make more things than blankets and bags from crochet or knitting. I have taken the time to understand the logistics and the comprehensive process of the design’s mechanisms. Been doing it through all my hobbies and have been showing my family how to repair fans, to other at home repairs and have it done with the first time. I don’t take a chance with it was a mistake, was raised to have it done the first time right before even attempting because either that is the only chance you would ever get or it was that one shot that made it the last. I had the quote, “don’t worry, it only has to be perfect” and I both hate it and understand how it is better to get as much information and have it done so not having to repeat everything over again and have to worry about it. Wasn’t really allowed to have mistakes, and having the capability to get help with what I wanted so had to rely on finding out what I would have to do to make sure that it was done and understanding to make sure that it was capable for being sturdy and reliable. I wasn’t trying to make it sound like I am trying something beyond my capability and zero knowledge of the logistics to comprehend. I am sorry for the inconvenient rant.