I agree that it is probably Allietare. It is available as a digital download (I think all of her patterns that are not in books are digital now).
If you go to Pinterest, you will see many for quilting ideas. Again, I agree with sewingpup that Bonnie's patterns aretoo busy for custom quilting.
Good luck with your resolution. I no longer make them as I know myself, lol. The closest I'll come to making one now is to say I want to move forward with things that aren't done. Progress is not only good, in my book, it is fine!