I am really sorry to hear about the loss of you friend. Being through this so many times through the years I know how you feel. There is an empty space in you heart and your home. Years after I have lost a pet I still talk about them and can almost feel them being with me again. You never get over the loss, but diversions, such as your quilting will help ease the pain. It seems that a lot of members here have pets, so I am sure not one doesn't feel your pain. They become such a precious member of our lives and family. Our hearts are with you.