Moppet, hang in there gal. It will get better. You have been through a very traumatic and difficult time. The surgery itself is enough to knock you down. Although I wasn't in quite as bad shape as you, I did have a rough time with my gallbladder. Stones everywhere, in my liver, etc. Had my surgery the old fashioned way, stomach pump, tubes everywhere. Horrible! Can't recall how long I was hospitalized. Couldn't wash my hair, it was terrible. The year was 1978 but I still remember. However, one I recovered from that it was so much better. You will get through this, but it will not happen overnight. Give yourself time. Know that you are not alone...
Hugs to you! Am thankful you had a fantastic doctor and are still with us...