I have no idea what I weigh... cept I know I'm back up around my all time high of 190#s (the battery in my scale died).
BUT, I feel good (or I should say better... less poopy). I got myself out of the house 3 days this weeks and walked around w/gd for those days (she w/her adapted tryke or wheel chair). Plus I did get on my eliptical yesterday for 10 minutes like 4x this week). Oh & hubby & I are take'n dance lessons together! I feel good about it because I'm moving & that's a start. I know the more active I get the less I will think of food and the more my spirits will rise. I swear being sedendary is SERIOUSLY bad for me, physically and emotionally. I must get myself off my buttocks & get the blood flow'n! I think I'm off to a good start.
AND, Morgan (my gd) and I worked hard this week w/her physical theropy. Of course when Morgan works hard, Grandma is also work'n too :) She just turned three and we already are working on transfers! This child is such an inspiration! She is unable to feel anything from the hips down and you should see her try to transfer from a couch/chair to her wheel chair and back! Plus, she can almost pull herself up a small set of stairs! I swear she has just impressed the poop out of me this week and I just have to brag about how amazing I think this She is :)
I'm going to try to post weekly regardless of my weight situation. I believe it will help me emotionally and in time I will see improvements in my emotional state/attitude and perhaps the rest won't feel so 'hard'.
(Can you tell the sun's been shine'n for a few days lol I always get energetic & motivated when the sun is shine'n lol)